Nevertheless it behoveth a man to suffer many temptations first, which shall befall some men often after that their comfort is withdrawn, and that sundry ways by the malice of the enemy. As thus: when the devil perceiveth devotion much withdrawn, that the soul is left, as it were, naked for a time, then sendeth he to some temptations of lust, of gluttony, and these so hot and burning that they shall think they never felt so grievous ones in all their life before, even when they gave themselves most to such sins. Insomuch as they think it impossible to stand out long from falling without help. And, therefore, have they then much sorrow for lack of comfort and devotion which formerly they have had, and much dread also of falling from God by such open sins. (John Climacus)

Sin is an act or omission that separates us from God and ultimately from our own true self.

What do we call the weakness, hurt we cause others, and self-betrayal that draws us closer to God?

Failure and fear draws me close to God. It is success and self-confidence that drives me farthest away.

Recognizing I am a fallen and dependent creature makes me cling to God. In shame - rather than humility - I come to God.

But I also understand God to urge that love is much better than shame. Rather than seeking forgiveness God intends that we come close with thanksgiving.

The image is of a contemporary painting by Conor Walton.