Just as it is easier to sin in the mind than in action, so warfare through our impassioned conceptual images of things is harder than warfare through the things themselves. (Maximos the Confessor)

By most reasonable standards I have every cause to be happy. But I struggle to achieve my conceptual images of success.

In recent weeks I have achieved goals long pursued. Yet I wonder at their value and even at the reality of achievement.

If I could shed some unhelpful concepts (and the doubts and fear they bring), I would almost certainly be in better relationship with God, neighbor and self.